What on the floor far different with what behind it

First of all, I want to say happy new year to all of us. 

I would tell you about "perspective". I've just got an inspiration from guru gembul. It's about the social phenomena in our society. Once he asked for writing an academic administration. But, he reject it and consider to not doing that because he tend to get out and look for another school than doing this. From my sides, I would say that it's a genious decision because we don't need to take a lot of our time to do something that destroy a nature (as guru gembul said), as far as I thought it was true because guru gembul is more likely to do something that directly meaningful for society. It doesn't need some complicated things instead, simply but meaningfully (or it called as effectifely as efficiently).

Sometimes we think that a long time process will generate a powerful result. But, he prove it was incorrect. The fact that's proved by him is if we're doing something that didn't need a long time process instead, but simple, continously, suistainable, or in islam called istiqomah, someday it would be generating a powerful result. I believe this idea, and it was my perspective. InsyaAllah.

Degree of Social Structure

In the mid of December 2022, there's something that weighted me. Its about the social structure of society. I think deeply about this because I'm confused about the tittle that linked with me as a freshgraduates. Yes, you may guest and correct! unemployed, jobless, unbright future, sinfull, unskilled, lack of knowledge, capacity, and capability, etc. Some people still didnt know that the process is matter in life. You cannot compare one to another success story. It is relative. You might say that they're happy, but in fact they're deeply fight about how to deal with all problems in the surface to reach the top of the mountain. So, I suggest that each of us should be concern about ourselves and not seeing other's achievement story or judging him in a night. We should foccus to make determination in every minutes, seconds, hours, days, months, years of our lives until we die in the good condition in the side of Allah SWT. We should have to dzikr all the time, mention our prophet Muhammad SAW, gives salam to him, and then shalawat also, and then istighfar, so that as long as we have this things in minds, we will be able to conquer this world easily.

The root culture of our Society

You know what? There's a unique tragedy that happening during the quarter life of mine. Some that has not been predictable before somehow occuring to be enomoursly unpredicted. Like, there will be a political motives in every aspect. I would say like these, if you need me, you have to pay for it, you will take it or reject it? if you reject it, I would never give my help. I was really surprised that it happened to my life after more than 20 years I have been living in this world. Even this political things also happened in your family and relatives.

I dont know what the cause of all these problem. But, I predicted that it occur because of the ego from each individuals in the past. So that it will be affect to the descendants and generally widespreaded to the society. Come on man, what is the purpose of this life? You want to show off your wealth? your power? your succesfull-growing kids? It will be nothing in the hereafter. All of this will be calculated and weitghted in the day of judgement. What needs to be proud of then? All of your ego and arrogant will be nothing but a trash! All of your proudness will be useleess if you see your family and relatives in hardness but you don't help them.

What Happens in the End of 2022

Sudah 4 tahun menempuh pendidikan di bangku perkuliahan dan di tahun ini mendapatkan gelar akademis sebagai seorang Sarjana Ekonomi Islam di sebuah Universitas ternama di Indonesia. 

Sudahkah harapan, mimpi, cita-cita itu terwujud sekarang? 

Menjadi seorang ekonom, politisi, dan figur penting yang menjadi penggerak perubahan bagi dunia Islam pada khususnya, secara global? 

Apakah mimpi itu berhenti sampai disini?

Mimpi yang berhenti karena terbentur antara idealisme dan realita kehidupan modern?

Ah, tidak... sudah sepantasnya jiwa, raga, dan seluruh tenaga ini dikerahkan kembali untuk menjadi pribadi yang diharapkan agama, bangsa, dan orang tua!

Sudah sepantasnya diri ini untuk bermuhasabah !

Ya! Come on, jangan mudah menyerah! tidak ingatkah engkau dengan sejarah masa lalu yang menyuguhkan berbagai peristiwa beserta dinamikanya?

14 abad yang lalu, atas izin Allah, melalui Rasulullah Muhammad SAW, cahaya Islam kembali terang dan datang di awal sebagai minoritas di tanah Arab khususnya, yang kala itu bersebrangan dengan kepercayaan penduduk setempat yang masih menyembah berhala

Kemudian tahun demi tahun, Islam menyebar ke belahan penjuru dunia, hingga sekarang mencapai hampir 2 Miliar penganut.

Begitu pula manusia, di setiap tahun, kuwartal, windu, dan dekade kehidupannya akan melalui yang namanya fluktuasi.

Ada sebuah hadits yang berbunyi, "Sebaik-baik Manusia adalah yang bermanfaat bagi orang lain". 

Yaap! benar, untuk bisa menjadi manusia yang paripurna, baik duniawi maupun ukhrawi, selama hidupnya manusia harus menebar kebermanfaatan bagi lingkungan di sekitarnya.

Hingga di akhir hidupnya nanti, akan memberikan "legacy" bagi dunia, sehingga menjadi ladang amal jariyah untuk bekal di kehidupan akhirat kelak.

Do'a Bulan Oktober

 Ya Allah... padamu Aku berlindung.

Aku lemah...

Aku lemah...

Aku lemah.. Ya Rabb.. Ya Rabbana...

Sementara, engkau Maha Kuat...

Maha Pemberi Perlindungan....

Tiada Daya Kecuali Dengan Pertolonganmu Ya Allah....

Di era modern ini, banyak hal yg sudah kucoba...

Berbagai paham sdh kupelajari...

Liberalisme, Sekularisme... dan isme.. isme lainnya ya Rabb....

Pendidikan SD-SMA hingga S1 yg sedang jalan ini...

Tidak membentuk Akhlak sebagaimana yg Kau Perintahkan Ya Rabb

Hamba tidak ingin menyalahkan siapapun...

Sistem Pendidikan kah, Orang terdekat dan tersayang kah ataupun yang lainnya....

Hamba hanya menyalahkan satu...

Yakni diri hamba Sendiri Ya Rabb...

Yang penuh dengan Kemaksiatan...

Yang penuh dengan Dosa...

Yang penuh dengan Kebohongan dan Tipu Daya...

Di detik ini ya Rabb..

Hamba mu memohon...

Untuk kau limpahkan rahmat, kasih sayang, serta karuniamu....

Hindarkanlah hamba dari musibah dan bencana yang besar Ya Rabb... Yang Hamba Tak Mampu Untuk Memikulnya...

Ringankanlah pundak Hamba Mu ya Rabb... Untuk Senantiasa Beribadah kepadaMu....

Menjalankan pundi-pundi syariat Mu.....

Berbakti pada orang tua.... Saudara Kandung.. baik kakak ataupun Adik... orang-orang fakir dan miskin.... yatim piatu... dan Yang Lainnya... ]

Jangan jadikan Dunia sebagai satu-satunya Jalan bagi Hamba Mendapat Kebahagiaan Ya Rabb

Karena Materialisme tersebut Terbukti Tidak Ampuh untuk Hamba Bisa Bahagia lahir batin ya Rabb,,,

Robbana atina fiddunya hasanah... wa fil aaakhirati hasanah.... wa qina adzabannar

Robbigfirli wali walidayya warham huma kama robbayani saghiro

Allahuma inni a'udzu bika min 'adzabil qobri wa min 'adzabinnar wamin fitnatilmahya wal mamat wamin fitnati massihuddajjal